The other day, I was sitting in a little cafe, chatting with this girl who’s trying to make her place in the BDSM community….
She was telling me about her fun life as a Mistress & Fin Dom and asked how come, after all those years being a good little filthy slut online, how come I didn’t already have a list of money pigs who sends me tributes from time to time in order for me to feel like the good little spoiled brat that I am and deserve to be. Ok, she didn’t say that way but that’s how my brain understood it *^_^* …you know, there’s some wisdom in there. *^_^*
I laughed, then started wondering….
Over the last 10 years, many pseudo slaves made contact through social media asking me to take them as my personal money pigs but sadly, none of them really came through when it was time to respect their part of the deal.
I had give it my all. I was mean but caring. Firm, but nice and I was giving them naughty tasks to do everyday but it was never enough (apparently) to be deserving of gratitude. They said they would send me this and that but months after months my account and PO BOX was still empty.
After a few disappointing and failed attempts, as I was recovering from my last financial blue balls, I decided that maybe financial domination wasn’t for me after all.
When I see these girls able to wrap guys around their finger so easily I become envious. I wish, just for the slight second that I could have this power over people. In my regular life, I’m usually a great sub (you can ask Max & Mel) but I do enjoy switching around from time to time. Although, I can’t argue the facts that I miserably and humoristically failed my Fin-Dom course and I’ll probably never be a good Mistress because….
1- I don’t have a British accent
Ok, let’s all be honest here, a Mistress with a British accent make it sound sooooo much more believable! They just have a way with words and all that wrapped up in that adorably cute and arrogant accent, it makes her absolutely believable. So for obvious reasons, I was doomed from the get go.
2- My attitude sucks
Like any typical girl, I do have a bitchy side but it usually doesn’t come out unless the person is really deserving. Even if they hadn’t contributed like they were suppose to, those filthy little piggies were nice with me and just for that reason, I wasn’t able to hold my domination and humiliation act. I watched tutorials upon tutorials to try to improve myself but it wasn’t good enough to keep them interested… I kept bursting in to laugh in front of my bedroom mirror.
Considering my record, I don’t think I’ll ever attempt to take care of another slave unless there is a really deserving one popping out (wink, wink) and/or I’m feeling very hormonal so till then, I’ll stay nice with everybody (or almost) and win you all with kindness….
But I do think I deserve to be shower with presents and tributes! …don’t get the wrong idea 😛
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July 8, 2015
I don’t know about the accent thing, being a British guy I’d say French accents are quite femdom-ish, I’m not fully into it, I prefer to take charge and do what I do, but I think French would work, and seeing as your native language is French maybe you could try being a dom who only speaks French to your underlings ease yourself into it that way… then try maybe switching it up. though personally I love your “innocent” sweet self. so either one would be great to see more of (also some empowering music always helps.)
July 8, 2015
lol! #EmpireMusicStarts
…I guess it’s alb out hearing an accent we’re not used to 🙂 Maybe one day I’ll give it a try but again, it’s just not who I am *^_^*
I’m doomed to be the “nice” one 😛 lol!
July 8, 2015
Ariel doesn’t have a French accent, she has a very cute and funny québecois accent 😉
July 9, 2015
There is one thing a Quebec accent is and being cute is far from it! lol ..honestly, it’s a terrible accent
July 8, 2015
then, Mistress Ariel steps outta da’ game, how come? and how come I never seen it coming?
I never had a Fin Dom, isa not my style and if you’re plannin’ not to-be so, then I shall never will.
Above you mention that a reason is the lack of a british accent, you can have it quite easy, you only need to spend a season in england, london is bad for that (that is the common mistake of most people who wants a ‘british accent’, place your headquarters in cities like bristol or manchester and that’s all
July 8, 2015
ahahah maybe one day I’ll go visit England and come back changed 😛
July 8, 2015
I sort of miss the days when I was a member and bought you a few presents from time to time. There was a sort of…. charm… in gifting you for being you. In a way, it’s awesome what you do, it’s amazing what you think, it’s beautiful who you are. And if a gift, in a small way manages to convey the gratitude this reader feels then it’s quite worthwhile.
Of course, ever since I quit working to go back to my studies, I no longer have the spare cash to be a member or send you gifts, so I just idle in the background, keeping an eye on your public developments, and wondering if the time will come when we can talk again as we did back when I was a member.
Perhaps it will. I just hope it happens before it’s too late and you retire from your exhibitionist lifestyle so that I won’t be able to gift you anymore. 😛
July 8, 2015
you were indeed very generous with me *^_^* and I’m absolutely grateful for all the time and affection we share during your days as a member of my website *^_^*
…Ce n’est que partie remise 😉
July 9, 2015
Heh, I really hope you do remembered me, and you aren’t just pretending so that I will feel motivated to come back ;P
That’s the main difficulty when dealing with people whose income depends on being likeable, one can always wonder whether what you people do is out of your own heart, or your desire to be compensated. At least, in the case of Ariel, I believe I know you enough to be certain it’s the former. 😉
July 9, 2015
How can I forget somebody who showered me with presents and wrote books upon books in my VIP blog 😛 lol!
No worries, I say it when I don’t remember somebody lol!
July 8, 2015
Ariel, tu es quand même une fin dom avec Max… Je suis sûr qu’il te paye énormément en liquide… 😉
July 9, 2015
Oh que oui 😛